Feb 29 2008

Absence

Did it make your heart grow fonder? I think not.

I’ve been not writing. I think about it every day, and have started new posts as often, but I just couldn’t bring myself to finish and publish anything. Part of it has been that I’ve been really very busy, part because Blogger has been bitchy about loading photos, and part because not a whole lot is happening that is newsworthy in heelsland.

The biggest part, though, is that I am the Queen of Avoidance. There are things that I want to talk about but can’t for one reason or another, and the fear of letting something slip has been paralyzing. I also feel like I’ve owed people things, and that was making me feel guilty for doing anything else. In general, the past week or so I have lived in near-constant anxiety, stress, and close to depression. But I can’t tell you about any of it! Not one word! Isn’t that fancy?!

So here- have some pictures of my lovely sister helping Cole on a climbing wall at my nephew’s birthday party last weekend. But because they won’t load here, you have to go here.

3 Comments

  • By ticknart, February 29, 2008 @ 10:56 am

    I know I was supposed to be looking at your son, but your business card is so cool. Although, your e-mail address sort of blends into the picture a little too well.

  • By heels, February 29, 2008 @ 10:58 am

    Thanks. I actually didn’t want it to detract too much from the picture, but I still wanted it to be legible. It’s a thin line to tread.

  • By ticknart, February 29, 2008 @ 11:36 am

    *ba-dum-ching!*

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